You stand tall at six foot three
Not that it matters to me
I barely know you, see
But I know we're meant to be
Enamoured by your empathy
Aroused by your integrity
Eternally thanking the Holy Trinity
You could only exist by divinity
Once you find out I'm a leech, you will give me cotton candy and I will give you bleach
There's nothing you can teach, my bad personality’s beseeched
Felt so good in the beginning, thought for once that I was winning
Endowed like the best of the best; even went with you on a holiday to Budapest
Little did I know, by the end of the year, I'd have nothing left
My life would never be rid of unrest
You act like you're just small fry, like it doesn't matter if you make me cry
Why've you always gotta lie? I love you so much, all I do is sigh
You've got me fucked up till the day I die
Prise me open like an arcade token
Look at my insides, t
Eyes a gorgeous burgundy-red
Sparkling with a glassy hue, from the tears he shed
Feeling constantly stiff - like lead
Never goes outside, because people fill him with dread
He'd much rather stay at home forever; in bed
If you touch his hand, you'll just feel cold
His body is young, but his soul is too old
He has no motivation, his lifeline’s been sold
Never made a big deal about doing what he was told
Didn't care about love, or fame, or gold
Constantly asked why his skin is so pale
You'll think him strange - even if you don't know he jumped on the rail
Wishing and praying for his burning body to set sail
Eating the same bread of life
Said he was a viking
He struck at my heart like lightning
Bewitched by his beauty
With me he would share his booty
Sit together watching the sunrise
Feeling his thick, meaty man thighs
How could such a daddy
Turn out to be such a baddy?
Shot people without a word
Even when his speech wasn't slurred
Protected me from a crazy junkie
The way he walked wasn't so funky
I wish he didn't have to kill
The thought of it makes me ill
But now he's set in his ways
He's got to keep working if we're to have better days
I wish I was the rain
So I could caress you
Steal your pain
Leave you unburdened and sane
I wish I was the sun
Shielding you in my rays
Protecting you from everyone
Away from me you'd never run
I wish I was the bullet
Going through your chest
The only time I'd be in your heart
Fragments of me inside so we'll never be apart
I wish I was your bath water
Smothering you as you drown
Entering your lungs
Stealing all your sound
I wish I was your blood
So I'd be inside of you
And if you try to extract me
You'll die without me in the mud
I need your guidance
As well as your love
For you believe in me
When no one else does
The arrow to my quiver
You hold me when I shiver
But nothing will ever be the same
I count the days since you left me
Never leaving this lovestruck haze
Please forgive me, Sacred One
The times have changed; but my loneliness has just begun
You'll come back someday
I'm sure of it; because if not
You'll pretend to adore me for it
Tequila-tainted vomit flows through my veins
Life’s nothing but regret and growing pains
I wish I could be happy
I wish I could be free
I wish I didn't care of what's thought about me
But I'm a mess
You can't put me to the test
Or I'll crumple like some paper
Undress and cry till later
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you
Scratches left scars
Shivering down your spine
Reminding you, you were once mine
And no one can take that away
I wish I was an antelope
We'd jump and easily elope
But human life just ain't that easy
Tap, tap, tap
I haven't slept for days
My mind’s in a haze
Reaction time delays
Staring at the sun’s rays
Drip, drip, drip
I fear I'm going to slip
My friend gave me tip
But it didn't fucking work
It's making me berserk
In the dark window, it lurks
Boring into me with beady red eyes
Can't see, but can sense
Its sharp, crooked smile
And bald white head
Two holes for a nose
I'm stuck with it, I suppose
It's here, I can feel it
I'm filled with fear
Caressing me with a spiked finger
The coldness of its touch lingers
I hate that I'm stunned;
No way I can run
No way I can sleep
And this experience repeats
You stand tall at six foot three
Not that it matters to me
I barely know you, see
But I know we're meant to be
Enamoured by your empathy
Aroused by your integrity
Eternally thanking the Holy Trinity
You could only exist by divinity
Once you find out I'm a leech, you will give me cotton candy and I will give you bleach
There's nothing you can teach, my bad personality’s beseeched
Felt so good in the beginning, thought for once that I was winning
Endowed like the best of the best; even went with you on a holiday to Budapest
Little did I know, by the end of the year, I'd have nothing left
My life would never be rid of unrest
You act like you're just small fry, like it doesn't matter if you make me cry
Why've you always gotta lie? I love you so much, all I do is sigh
You've got me fucked up till the day I die
Prise me open like an arcade token
Look at my insides, t
Eyes a gorgeous burgundy-red
Sparkling with a glassy hue, from the tears he shed
Feeling constantly stiff - like lead
Never goes outside, because people fill him with dread
He'd much rather stay at home forever; in bed
If you touch his hand, you'll just feel cold
His body is young, but his soul is too old
He has no motivation, his lifeline’s been sold
Never made a big deal about doing what he was told
Didn't care about love, or fame, or gold
Constantly asked why his skin is so pale
You'll think him strange - even if you don't know he jumped on the rail
Wishing and praying for his burning body to set sail
Eating the same bread of life
Said he was a viking
He struck at my heart like lightning
Bewitched by his beauty
With me he would share his booty
Sit together watching the sunrise
Feeling his thick, meaty man thighs
How could such a daddy
Turn out to be such a baddy?
Shot people without a word
Even when his speech wasn't slurred
Protected me from a crazy junkie
The way he walked wasn't so funky
I wish he didn't have to kill
The thought of it makes me ill
But now he's set in his ways
He's got to keep working if we're to have better days
I wish I was the rain
So I could caress you
Steal your pain
Leave you unburdened and sane
I wish I was the sun
Shielding you in my rays
Protecting you from everyone
Away from me you'd never run
I wish I was the bullet
Going through your chest
The only time I'd be in your heart
Fragments of me inside so we'll never be apart
I wish I was your bath water
Smothering you as you drown
Entering your lungs
Stealing all your sound
I wish I was your blood
So I'd be inside of you
And if you try to extract me
You'll die without me in the mud
I need your guidance
As well as your love
For you believe in me
When no one else does
The arrow to my quiver
You hold me when I shiver
But nothing will ever be the same
I count the days since you left me
Never leaving this lovestruck haze
Please forgive me, Sacred One
The times have changed; but my loneliness has just begun
You'll come back someday
I'm sure of it; because if not
You'll pretend to adore me for it
Tequila-tainted vomit flows through my veins
Life’s nothing but regret and growing pains
I wish I could be happy
I wish I could be free
I wish I didn't care of what's thought about me
But I'm a mess
You can't put me to the test
Or I'll crumple like some paper
Undress and cry till later
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you
Scratches left scars
Shivering down your spine
Reminding you, you were once mine
And no one can take that away
I wish I was an antelope
We'd jump and easily elope
But human life just ain't that easy
Tap, tap, tap
I haven't slept for days
My mind’s in a haze
Reaction time delays
Staring at the sun’s rays
Drip, drip, drip
I fear I'm going to slip
My friend gave me tip
But it didn't fucking work
It's making me berserk
In the dark window, it lurks
Boring into me with beady red eyes
Can't see, but can sense
Its sharp, crooked smile
And bald white head
Two holes for a nose
I'm stuck with it, I suppose
It's here, I can feel it
I'm filled with fear
Caressing me with a spiked finger
The coldness of its touch lingers
I hate that I'm stunned;
No way I can run
No way I can sleep
And this experience repeats
fetishizing the noise complaint by arbitrarygood, literature
Literature
fetishizing the noise complaint
theres philosophy in splitting floorboards
above you
wether shes 450 lbs... 200.
the floor boards above you will creak
and you could pound back,
with your 450 lbs of force
maybe you have a golf club,
and when she pounds on your head
you fucking pound back.
dreary satisfation in retaliation
in that moment you dont worry about the pets you keep..
maybe you have an aquarium.
maybe she is dead eyed, focused, not on you...
do you want to be evicted? could you congenially ask her to quiet down...?
but you masturbate to the thought
of her feet in your face..
so you wander outside.
maybe her foot stomping is the impetus for you to get outside...
but
Kingdom of soul,
charity and the brides of paradise
Black candy,
white sugar mills
Scarecrow on the hill
Jesus on the line,
playing hangman on the wire
Heaven in a melody,
sobriety and the clowns of parody
After not being online for who knows how long, I'm back. My life is awful again so expect more poetry soon!
I really hope you're all doing well, not that there are many of you. I appreciate you following me despite how sporadic and unpolished my uploads are. Thank you!